plant needs watering.

so while my marriage is seriously on the rocks and i am holding on to my faith, this song plays on the radio. i couldn't agree more. its so simple.

"If you love me, say it, If you trust me, do it, If you want me, show it, If you need me, prove it"

so simple.

if you have a plant and you don't water it, what happens to your plant? it dies, folks. so picture me - the plant...slowly fading.

a friend called me this week telling me i needed god in my marriage. and although i agree, i'm drained. i think we need some distance between us for a while. meanwhile, i'll seek god. he'll have to search for answers on his own. wednesday night (tomorrow) we're meeting up, me & god - 7:15p. i need to hear his message. he's knocking on my heart.

can't go through this alone. but i'm feeling strong. looking forward.